Sighing,
Breathing,
Sniffing,
Heaving...

Holding on to the broken peices of my heart I found in your garbage bin,
I stagger to the door without looking back.
The pain is nothing compared the rage I am feeling within,
I know if I see you I will scream, smash, smack...

I will rant, rave, shatter and destroy everything in my path, including you.
I don't give a fuck about your material shit.
You took my heart and hid your wickedness like the devil taught you.
Now I wanna see stuff break like my heart when you broke it.

No, stuff broke. You shattered! You dropped it from a dizzy height
Knowing full well how easily it would break.
Don't act like "Oh its not you its me..." and shuffle away in fright.
Don't think I'm stupid enough for that bloody mistake.

Panting,
Heaving,
Blinking,
Screaming...

Why play with me, I am not your pretty trinket or toy!
I am flesh and blood and soul... damaged soul... frightened soul... enraged soul.
You act like a man but I tell you, by your emotional handling and size, you're a LITTLE BOY.
Now watch as I ruin your face with the cricket bat I hold.

Slamming,
Ramming,
Blood Spattered,
Does it matter?

Now you look as broken outside as my heart is inside.
Nothing more than flecks of skull and bits of brain...
Thanks for playing, hope you enjoyed the ride!
You have been reduced to what looks like bloody stain.

I am falling into depth I cannot describe.
Black swirling so thick and dense I choke, I can't breath.
I fight I struggle I start to cry...
I start and discover... that was only a dream.

Fuck. I wanted you dead.